chill out!!!!

YAY!!!! i was finally GOing OUT!!!!! itz a good thng for me to yell~~~ hehe :)
back home for abt 1 week n finally out v my sai lou n his gf (consider good for being a BULB?LOL) been to CS for a meal(sry nt really a nice 1) n a movie- tron legacy n after that we went to ksl. thx dad for the ride frm kulai to cs n ksl-home:)
the movie is quite nice for me. bought a mosturizer thx mom sponsor :)

planned lots of time but done NONE!!!!

been through a boring weekend:'( all blame to the weather that made my weekend without football. but still, ARSENAL go! gonna buy the jersey n any1 wanna sponsor? hehe... shud i ask dad to buy 1 for ma b'day? yes!definitely i shud!!!!!

OMG! ya, there's somethg made me down few days ago.. the celaka man!!! im nt gonna say anythg but i really sick of him!!!! but i still got my back up rite? thx my dear fren i love u:)

mama said me 肥了，很肥=.=等下黑色的裙不能穿!! lol

ok i shud stop here cos i haven taken shower since reached home at 8pm n it is 11.13pm nw!

world peace :)

im HOME

yea im home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!feel good n warm^^

i love lil wayne so much recentlyXD

对了我想学唱歌neh
对了我要买mac眉笔
对了我要买xixili的bra
对了我要买levi's的jeans
对了我要做manicure n pedicure
对了我要买很多背心
对了我要买B.E.P album "the beginning"
对了我要买sneakers
对了我要买heels
还有还有好多的对了就对了啊。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。



对了，我的sembreak主要是做FINAL YEAR PROJECT！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！对了！！！！！！
-_-

加油，我要upgrade~
cxy

holiday**

嗯嗯，sembreak,yes!!! itz again coming :)it has come indeedXD. but y cant i feel the happiness or any excitement? erm ok, im damn excited for the game, yeah~ itz arsenal crash of the mu lol!!!! n summore i can watch it at my home(nt pekan nanas anymore) hehe...but im still at kampar nw hehehe...

talk abt my exam, oh no!! it was like OMG >.< u knw, sfm was dam hard lar/// i can PREDICT myself to get fail neh... help... i got itm to take for next sem, suppose is last sem but i dun wish to take 1 more sem here.. god bless me99 pls...

update 1 thg, i've gain for abt 3kg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yieeepeeeeeee:D aim for 44kg so there is 2more kg to go:) i seems like kena 不饱症>.<, been a long long time i nvr feel the fullness!! i think itz bcos i'd suffered frm a misery so nw wanna replenish~~ hehe:) what if im suddenly wake up n bcom a 100kg woman?!!!!

last 2sat (4th of dec) went to penang for abt 9 days!!! itz damn siok for ths time.. mayb im grow up enough to cherish the ppl around me(nt included for my bad temper scolding u ppl cos im learnin nt to show it easily), i really really love my family, relatives n frenssss.. no matter u all think of meXD
penang haoliao is really really haoliao lar weyyyy... i so in love with d lorong seramat hokkien mee!!! nt the char koey tiao ok, i feel that itz too oily>.<. the hokkien mee so nice larrrrr n omg im hungry nw arghhhhhhhhhh....

BEP the time awesome lar:)
can cesc on the game tomoro?worry neh but i still blif in nasri ngek ngek



要说些。。。。伤感？
我们都害怕别离。。。害怕失去心爱的人。。。。但，只有无奈。。。好好珍惜家人、爱人等等等:)有些事真的来的那么的突然，措手不及。。。时常就会困在这个死胡同里，懊恼个阵子。。。
爸爸妈妈大姐二姐小弟我真的很爱你们:)
话说咧，咱家大姐要出嫁了呗!!!!!!真开心啊~哈哈哈哈哈哈哈（要打扮美美的hor）
还有我的华语超级退步，好多词语都er......想不到，词穷了 :'( but the point is, y my english also aint got improve?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!especially i still get stutter when talk in eng? aiksssss :(

for my 2011 wish, i hope that i can hide my temper dont lost it too easily ok?!
cxy

again.......

haiz................又来。。。无言以对了。。。。

感觉好可怕。。。。说变就变。。。。

想起初时，他已是那样对之前的，就不能责怪了

咎由自取。。。。

加油加油

dadalala

嗯嗯。。。原来没有想象中的hurt，因为是第二次了吧（认真算起）.无数次的激烈争吵.....有点麻木的感觉，不是没感觉了，只是原来悲伤的事情，重复的重复，是会有那么点的，没知觉。

难免还是会有点失落。

这一次的转身，就是永远了吗？还是会在不轻意之间，抱着一丝小幻想。但是，走下去了还是痛苦，我们都了解到了吧。

当我习惯寂寞，才会是自由的时候。一直重复听着小美的《双手的温柔》，泪也就滴的滴

加油！

今天是爸爸的生日。。。爸，生日快乐。

我不能再让他们担心了。

记得上一次，我感觉到了妈妈的心痛（看到我哭到那样）。她说了一句‘现在很平常的（分手），拿得起，就要放得下阿’。这句话真的很普通，但对于当时的感受，我才了解到这句话的意义。就是，er。。。华语退步，好难去解释，呵呵///

我现在很饿，考试期间，差不多每天都只吃一餐，对不起我的胃

等下要读performance management一课才可以睡^^

加油